My heart is broken..

It's so hurt..! y..? i dun think i can make frens.. haix.. i lose so many frens.. dey hurt mi so much.. did i do sth wrong..? y do dey hv to do tis to mi..? y..? haix.. am i so easily to b bullied..? i felt so sad.. sob.. y do dey wanna said such words..? it really hurt so deeply.. i wanna fly to a far away place n settle for a few days.. n 'wash' away all those bad memories.. n dun ever think back.. i hope tt i can dun c dem 4eva n eva..