Mentally & physically tired

Today's msg is entitled Living In a Love Driven community..

e main verse was matthew 22:36-40..

1] LOVE our neighbour..

*Leviticus 19:18

*Deuteronomy 6:5

*Galatians 5:14

2] LIVE in community..

*John 13:34-35

*Hebrew 10:24-25

*1 Corinthians 13:3,4-7

Love our neighbour as ourself..!!

today woke up at 7.05am..

was v tired..

I nearly fell aslp agn..

but i woke up n prepared myself..

b4 i went to bathe..

i wake my sista up..

today is e 1st time she is so easily being waken up..

hahax..

den we went to church..

after church we bought food..

she went to serangoon n i went hm..

i ate my food n after a while i start to study..

i study less than half an hr..

i'm v tired..

den went to slp for awhile..

i put my phone to ring at 1500..

in e end i'm too tired alr i change to 1800..

at 17oo sth i received Hunny's msg..

i was too tired until i read finish i went to slp w/o replying her..

hahax..

den at around 1900 sth i was woke by Siew's call..

e 1st call she called mi i hang her call..

hahax..

i was too tired until i jux ignored her call..

e 2nd call i ans den i wake up alr..

after tt Hunny called mi..

den i asked my father to buy food for mi..

nearly gt into a quarrel wif my parents today..

haix..

ytd still heard 1 thing..

until today i'm v weak..

energy left 20%..

dunno how to charge..

hahax..

feel like gg oversea to hv a rest..

'o' lvl countdown:

17 more days..

Sad day..!!

ytd got back my report bk..

althgh it was a bad result but at least i improved by 8 points..

hehex..

n i hope i cn improve by more than 8 points..

den i cn go to my desire course..

ytd was quite a happy day..

after sch i went hm slp for 2 hrs..

den i woke up prepared myself to go out..

Siew & I was late..

so ps..

den we finally reached..

i cnt take e smoke..

it was so heavy until i cough non-stop..

i share wif Siew a big cup of sugar cane drink..

ytd Jenny didn't cm sia..

sad lahx..

but nvm we enjoy tt day..

we went to watch mid-nite movie at Kallang leisure..

e movie is weird but interesting..

it's babylon A.D.

quite nice..

after e movie we take cab "hm"..

Ting thgt tt we all really wanna go hm alr..

but in e end we surprised her at blk 118 void deck..

dey play cake at dere..

hahax..

play until Ting puke out her cake..

after eating we gals went over to her hse to stay over nite..

hahax..

she has kena bluff by us 2 times alr..

last yr & tis yr..

so fun..

hahax..

dunno after graduation still hv all tis or nt..

we chat until around 4sth am den we all went to slp..

Siew kept being bullied by us..

hahax..

den in e morning Xiu & Siew went hm..

i hv no choice cos Jing is coming over to gv Ting a surprise..

den Kenny acc mi stay..

we hv lots of diff wasting e time downstair..

but in e end Ting went back hm cos she gt stomach ache..

den i bluff her i'm waiting for Tiang to pass mi sth..

hahax..

in e end i failed..

she gt a strong feeling tt Jing will b coming over..

den we chat wif Jing until around 3sth pm..

when i reached hm..

bo liao nth to do den i go find Tiang to msg..

today is a v sad day..

i feel like crying but can't hold my tears back..

so i pretend to go n watch sad show so when i cried nobody noe wt happen..

hahax..

but it was nth much of a big deal..

i wanna gv up..

i'm mentally tired alr..

i dun wish to cont like tis..

if she wanna cont to b like tis i also hv no choice..

let it b..

'o' lvl countdown:

18th more days..

Frenship

today didn't go sch..

cos i'm sick..

sick of gg to sch..

recently life in sch is so dull n lifeless..

althgh tis few days hv been laughing like mad in sch..

but i felt tt all those laughters r so fake..

i dunno y tis has to happen..

it makes mi feel like giving up..

wt's e point when dere is only 1 person doing all those work..

n e other person relaxing at one side waiting to b serve..

i'm so tired of it..

a frenship cnt grow when dere is no love & trust in it..

how am i gg to carry on when dere is no love no trust in it..??

it's meaningles..!!

i dun dare to trust her anymore..

n she doesn't seems to do her part willingly..

it seems like she doesn't wanna put in any effort..

n i feel like i'm forcing her..

y can't she jux think for mi once..??

Ahrx..!!~

47 more days till freedom..

1 & a half more mth..

i hv to endure..

'o' lvl exam countdown:

21 more days

Being bold for God's Kingdom-The Fear of being unfit

Today pastor preached abt being bold for God's Kingdom-e fear of being unfit..

main verse: matthew 11:12, 13:31-33

we hv to stay Fit for the battle..

*1 corinthians 9:24-27

-Stay Spiritually Fit-

1] Guard ur heart

*proverbs 4:23

*Ephesians 4:31-32

*Matthew 24:10-14

2] Develop ur character

*Proverbs 4:23-27

*Romans 12:2;21

*Matthew 5:44

*Ephesians 5:3-5

3] Train ur strength & stamina

*judges 3:1-2

today i study e whole day worx..

hehex..

but i only conc. on maths..

should conc. more on my chem n a/c..

tml start nite class alr..

but nt gg..

wanna watch e last ep of e ch 8 7 o'clock show..

den mayb tues start gg nite class..

hahax..

muz jia you..

Si On said muz study smart..

so no matter how hard u r studying but u r nt studying smart enough..

u won't pass well..

Study smart n alle best for all those having 'o' lvl exam like mi..!!

God bless u'll..

;D

Countdown for 'o' lvl:

24 more days

Recent mi

Shhh..

b quiet..

dun say anything..

rabbit peace..

可爱宝贝

peeking thgh e hole..

still loving him..

moody mi..

my quan tou..

who wanna eat..

lol..

actually today Siew wanna come my church derx..

but in e end we didn't go..

hehex..

cos it's a long story..

den kena nagged by my mother..

den Siew came my hse n we chat until 12pm..

i still cn chat wif her leix..

nt bad horx..

luckily she didn't talk nonsense..

hahax.. :p

after she left my hse..

i took many pics..

den when i was too tired i fell asleep w/o washing away my make up..

i slp from 1pm plus until abt 6.30pm..

n i still feel like slping..

hahax.. :D

nw go iron clothes den slp agn..

muackx..!!

Countdown for 'o' lvl exam:

31 more days..

2 days wif Ting..

Shi Ting & I

Ting Ting.. :D

saw our name..?? ;p

Jenny..

the oldest woman among us..

hahax..

Jiat ni n Kenny..

the women in black..

cn c my name..??

FTYT

colourful candles..

candle world..

my heart is on fire..!!

lol..

candle cross..

ytd went to bugis to shop wif my e other half..

hahax..

Ting Ting..

we bought clothes..

n we still think tt it's nt enough..

hahax..

but no money liao..

ytd was e end of our prelim..

if ytd is 11/11 jiu hao lerhx..

ytd we took neoprints..

we were so sotong..

so long didn't take lerhx..

den we were like so sotong..

hahax..

but at least we hv some memory of us being sotong..

den we went to swensen to enjoy our chocolate ice cream..

eat until v cold n I was shivering like mad..

we faster leave e place to warm ourself..

Fish leong was dere..

she was so poor thing..

cos she dun hv much fans dere to support her..

we shop for a while more den after tt i decided to stay over nite at Ting's hse..

e next day which is today..

we woke up v late..

n i still feel slpy..

tis few wks has been so slpy..

n really hope tt i cn still slp for hrs..

we thgt Xiu is coming over..

but in e end she hv to attend sth..

so didn't make it..

we slack whole day at Ting's hse..

Ting cook lunch..

den after lunh i enjoy e strawberries wif melt chocolate..

it was so nice..

after tt we watch tv all e way until around dusk..

cos hv to prepare to meet Jenny & kenny..

we played 12 boxes of candles at hougang derx garden..

den i "burn a lot of money to jenny"..

actually it's jux all e empty boxes..

hahax..

tt was jux playing only..

so jenny dun take it to heart ahrx..

in btw we met up Xiu n Alice..

after tt dey play poker cards at Xiu's hse void deck..

abt 10pm we went hm..

2 days has pass..

32 more days till 'o' lvl..

hv to start prepare agn..

i felt tt we hv exams after exams..

n it's so boring..

but after all tis sacrifices we cn play alr..!!

yippe..!! :D

Mayb it's jux wt i deserve

Mayb it's jux wt i deserve..

she's a gd fren but she seems to change a lot..

but tis is her choice..

mayb it's jux simply wt i deserve..

tt she wanna revenge back..

or mayb i'm jux thinking too much..

but y izzit always happening..??

she thinks tt i'll b jealous of her..

but i'm nt..

i dun like to b jealous n i won't jealous..

my heart is being broken into pieces by her so deeply until i really dunno how to face it..

haix~.. 

does she hate mi so much..??

wt had happened to her..??

i thgt she was e most intelligence n kind gal..

i always felt so happy to hv tis fren..

but y is she treating mi like tis..??

does e prob lies wif mi..??

where did i do wrong..??

y do i suddenly feel so helpless..??

n i can't bring myself to b happy in front of my frens..

i dun feel like gg out..

i dun feel like meeting my fren..

everything seems to b bcm so boring n i hv lost interest in almost anything..

how..??

wt should i do..??

wt is happening to my life wif my frens..??

am i gg to leave tis sch wif so many sad experience so many hurting memories..??

or could i hv think too much..??

mayb my fren is v gd to mi..

n dey jux dunno tt wt dey hv done has cost tis much pain in my heart..

or mayb dey did nth wrong..

mayb i'm too sensitive..

but everytime when e prob seems to b gone..

it come agn..

2 yrs..

2 yrs..

2 yrs of agony..

when will it stop..??

is tis a kind of punishment..??

i've try to change my grp of frens..

nw tis one i scarifice a lot..

she wan mi to acc her to any place..

i will sacrifice my time to acc her..

even tt time when we r having our exams..

i still acc her to take sth..

but she seems to take mi for granted..

when it's my turn to ask her to acc mi..

she dun wan..

she jux wanna watch her drama series..

nt tt i doesn't allow her..

but gradually i will nt wanna call her out..

wt's e prob in mi wif my frens..??

is tis wt i get from treating my frens gd..??

Centrality of the Kingdom

Seek Ye First

Today Apostle Lawrence Khong preached abt the centrality of the Kingdom..

e main verse is matthew 6:24-25,31-33

Seek 1st e Kingdom of God..

1) The Kingdom of God is Prominent

*Matthew 13:31-32

*Exodus 19:4-6

*Psalm 145:11-13

*Daniel 6:26

*Luke 1:31-33

*Matthew 3:2

*     "    4:17

*     "    9:35

*Luke 4:43

*Matthew 10:7-9

*     "    5:3 & 10

*Acts 1:3 & 6-8

*     "    8:12

*     "    19:8

*     "    28:23

*Matthew 6:10

*Revelation 11:15

2) It calls for an absolute Devotion

*Matthew 5:10

*Luke 6:26

*    "    23:42-43

Today is e end of sept holi alr..

starting tml will b a tired path for us in sch..

feel like having a long beauty slp..

hahax..

39 more days till 'o' lvl exam..!!

can't wait till 11th nov '08..

tml having bio prelim..

wish mi all e best..!!