I've withdrew

I've finally decided to quit this course. I couldn't take it anymore. If I would have to continue, I think I will end up killing myself in yr 3. It's because the workload is heavier than you could ever think of. I'm not going to talk about it anymore, I will not take it as a failure thing. It's because I believe God has blessed me loads & loads of wonderful things in this one yr. He has blessed me with wonderful friends & classmates. I will definitely miss every single one of my friends. I love them a lot! Thank God for that. He has also blessed me with tons of knowledge. I get to learn all the basics in yr 1 & I can try to improve my family lifestyle. Like what must eat a lot & what must not, & many many other things. As I said I will not view it as a failure thing but instead, I will take it as a learning point where I have to depend on God no matter what, always look to Him for help even when we have happy things we have to thank Him. Although I have already quit this course I need not have to worry about my future too much, because God will always make a way for me when there seems to be no way. He will not leave us alone to wonder around in the wilderness. Well, now I've a lot more things to do, I'm going to concentrate more on God while I'm not schooling. I will improve my English with the Lord's help. So this July & August I'm going to Korea to pray & worship God! It's a wonderful thing that you can be feel with the presence of the Lord & totally immerse with His Grace. I'm going to offer lots of my time to God. Of cos, words are nothing without action. I'm going to do it with all my strength! In fact, I'm not even offering anything, this is what I'm supposed to do as a believer of Jesus Christ! May the Lord God bless everyone who come across my blog!

STRESS!!

Yes..!!Stress is the word..

This few days I'm so stress up..

I can't even slp peacefully..

When it's night time I'm very fearful of going to slp..

cos tml morning wake up e same thing to go through agn..

now left 7 more days..

how am I goin to survive in e ward..??

today when I'm serving medication..I was so stress..

some more e staff like not happy with mi but then she is still willing to teach mi..

I really cnt take it anymore..!!

I've alr left Ms Bella Tan a msg..

hope she call mi asap..!!

I really dread going to attachment..!!

how I hope this week is going to be my last week..

Today Susan really stress mi a lot..

she expect mi to know every single thing that we learn..

thank God that she is better than e Aishah..

she dun mind if she dun assess us when we r performing a procedure..

just have e staff can alr..

but Aishah wants to c us do..

all e lecturers that is with mi for e clinical attachment all said that if I'm not happy in doing then might as well get out..

they really said that, "get out"..

well 1st attachment I've alr cried now I almost cried..

what if next wk I really cnt tahan..??

God pls pls help mi..!!

I need e power of e blood of Jesus Christ to strengthen mi for at least this last 7 days..

today a pt nearly FALL DOWN in front of mi..!!

I was so shocked & scared..

she refused to listen to mi..

asked her to sit down & wait for mi dun wanna listen..

but then thank God that she didn't fell down..

if not I'm gonna get it..

some more tml she is going to be discharge..

Class gathering

Ytd was quite fun with those ex-sec sch frens..

went to class gathering('08 5a2) at Dom's function room..

arrived damn early then have to wait for ppl to come..

we have nth to do in e beginning then was damn bored..

but we used Dom's lappy to c some handsome guys..!!

hahax..!!

seriously have nth to do alr so go & c guys in FB..

got a few guys quite handsome only..

we have a gd laugh that day..

although I tend to get bored easily but I enjoy myself there..

cos I get to c my sec frens & talk abt our current life..

hope there is more gatherings in e coming yrs..!!

shot loads of random pics using Dom's cam..

but he haven't upload yet..

I'm waiting for it so to enjoy those pics..

hahax..

will definitely upload it here for ppl who will c..??

Yeah!!

Yeah..!!

tml onwards I will have things to do..

next wk will have clinical attachment..

gg back to taking care of patients..!!

hope e CI from my sch one will b good to us..

gg to make new frens..!!

hope they r nice & friendly..

today really was a v. boring day..

can't even think of how did I survived in the last few hrs..

ohhx yahx..

got one gd news I haven't share yet..

this sun I'm working at my church as a admin..??

I'm not sure what position..

as long as I have a job that's gd enough..

but den I'm gonna request for off day for every 1st sun of e mth so that I can have my Lord's supper..

hope I can work long there..

now I'm waiting for pastor Jasmine to call mi..

when can I go to gkids to serve..??

can't wait to play with all those adorable children..!!

Updates of random photos

I wanna SLEEP!!

I wanna SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP~~..!!

this few days suddenly felt like being a pig..

cos I really has nth to do..

my nursing frens r having attachment & 3 frens r away in Jap..

felt so bored & internet seems to make mi feel even more bored..

so maybe I can slp e whole afternoon..

but slp too much also not gd for body..

what can I do..??

revise for clinical attachment..??

btw today checked my results alr..

my GPA was like 2 point sth..!!

actually last sem also 2 point sth..

but den this sem my GPA dropped man..!!

think it's bcos it's not my interest & I didn't really wanna study..

but now I have a plan after grad den I have to study hard alr..

have to strive for 2 more yrs..!!

God pls pls pls help mi in my studies..!!

thanks..!!:))

God loves me

I feel so GREAT bcos of God's love for me..!!

God loves me & I love Him..

Redeemed and Delivered

Sermon title: Redeemed and Delivered

Main verse: Isaiah 50:2

Preacher: Pastor Cesar Castellanos

The hand of the Lord redeems me and the power of the Lord delivers me.

*Job 7:2

We are like the slaves that are being sold because of our sins, but Jesus has came to redeem us from the marketplace and gave us freedom. If we are thankful enough, we will want to serve Him for the rest of our life. He will be willing to receive us.

*Job 9:2

1)The cost of redemption

*Psalm 49:7-8

The price of redemption is too costly and it cannot be redeem by any other person except Jesus.

*Psalm 34:22

We are all contaminated by the first Adam and God has to destroy all the bad copies, but Jesus came & replace us.

*1 Corinthians 15:45

a]Redemption

*Colossians 1:14

*Galatians 3:13

b]Forgiveness

*Psalm 103:12

*Ephesians 1:7

*Revelation 12:10 & 11

The Satan has a list of sins and is preparing to accuse us of our sins, but by the blood of Jesus everyone are saved and our sins are forgiven.

c]Justification

*Isaiah 1:18

*Romans 5:9

*2 Corinthians 5:21

By the blood of Jesus Christ, I am Justified.

d]Sanctification

*Hebrews 13:12

Wherever you go, God has sent you to be fruitful.

God's love is in e air

Well humans r so practical..

they want world peace but they did sth that let mi doubt them..

they dun like this person do this & that dun like that person do that & this..

if u dun like so much how to have world peace if u dun start with urself 1st..??

that's weird right..??

but even I do that..

but I hope I can completely do what God says..

"Love one another as yourself"..

I'm trying to love ppl that I dun like..

it's not that difficult..

with God's love and in Him everything is possible..!!

Endless time

Posing for photo(hahax)

Wanna call her bf

Ytd & today got nth to do so v. bored..

den today decided to go amk hub to shop..

bought some accessories for my hp..

v. satisfied with it..

walk around e mall den find it tiring so went back home at around 5 plus..

this wk supposed to b having clinical attachment..

but den bcos initially I was gg to jap but cancelled e trip..

so they can't help mi to reschedule my attachment..

quite sad & feel v. lonely..

but I think I can make a few frens..

pray that God will bless mi abundantly..!!

during last wk attachment I think a lot abt my future..

I really dunno what to do & feel helpless abt my future..

but den when we were talking Seha suddenly said that her sister is gg to pursue being an air stewardess after she grad..

I was so happy when she said she can help mi ask if I wanna study that course after I grad..

I think that she was sent by God to help mi..

so I came out with this decision & hope that God will give mi an ans..

after grad is I either study degree in early childhood or e air stewardess course..

so my fellow sisters & brothers pls help mi pray too..!!

thx..!!

Quick Feet

Preacher: Pastor Ricardo Santiago

Title: Quick Feet

Main verse: 1 Chronicles 12:8

*Exodus 3:1-5

Prayer has e power to change us.

*Hebrews 12:1

*1 Corinthians 9:24-27

*Habakkuk 3:19

*Psalm 18:32-34

~4 things to have a quick feet:

1)We must have the right Spirit

*John 15:5

*Philippians 4:8

*Genesis 5:1

*Matthew 5:48

Being perfect is to be able to see your mistake and come back to doing the right things/walk the right path.

We must always have the Heart of The Child.

We must always have the presence of God.

We must be there everyday.

Devotional time everyday.

God called us to be perfect.

2)We must Guard Our Hearts

*Proverbs 4:23

If you are hurt, how can you heal others?

You cannot run if you have injured your feet.

When people are hurt, they will always think that others are getting at them.

When people get hurt, they move very slowly because they kept on concentrating on their hurt.

*Acts 16

*2 Corinthians 11

*Romans 8:35-39

Nothing can separate us from the love of God.

3)We must renew our mind

*1 Corinthians 2:16

*John 14:12

*Genesis 12:2

*Isaiah 40:28

*Luke 5:37

*Ephesians 4:23

*Romans 12

*1 Peter 2:9

See yourself as A New Lineage.

*Psalm 138:8

God will always complete what He has began.

*Philippians 1:6

4)We must have vision

When we have a vision, we have a reason to live.

Relax choya!

I feel like relaxing..

tml still need to go for attachment..

but den polyclinic attachment is better than hospital attachment..

learn quite a lot of things..

some more e staff dere like to discuss e things to us..

v. nice & friendly..!!

today saw babies & young children..!!

tml also can..!!

hahax..so excited..

but v. slpy..

hope tml got more energy..

From victory to victory

Pastor Nina's preaching:

~Prevailing prayer~

Prevailing prayer is prayer that secures an answer.

-4 key conditions:

1)Faith - An indispensable condition of prevailing prayer

James 1:6-8

2)The will of God - Pray according to the revealed will of God.

1 John 5:14-15

3)In Jesus name - Pray in the name of Jesus!

John 14:12-14

4)Inspired by the Holy Spirit - Pray under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit.

Romans 8:26-27

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Preacher:Apostle Lawrence Khong

Sermon title: From victory to victory

Main verse: Joshua 7 & 8

-3 key points from victory to victory:

1)Corporate Commitment for cleansing.

*Joshua 7:1, 8-9, 10-13

Romans 5:12

Defeat comes when one man sin.

2)Communal Circumcision for cleansing.

*Joshua 7:24-26

3)Courage to Fight on again.

*Joshua 8:1

Do not be afraid, take courage.

"Courage is moving from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm!" ~Sir Winston Churchill~