Recuperating in progress

I use 5 days to recover..
but i didn't recover fully..
a broken heart will nv eva recover fully..
how to recover when ur heart is being broken into pieces for so many thousands times..??
even if it cn..
dere will still b little little holes in it..
i may hv hurt ppl's heart b4..
i will feel guilty..
n i will try nt to repeat my mistakes..
i felt tt dere's a curse in celebrating bdaes..
y do we always bcm like tis when we r planning..??
we do nt wanna co-operate wif each other..
is money tt impt den frens..??
if it is den i hv nth to say liao..
y does lies exist..??
y do ppl love their loved ones so much n yet dey could lie to dem..??
wt is trust all abt..??does lying make u feel gd..??
ppl may tell lies..
even smt i do..
but only to those tt is nt my frens n those whom i do nt love..
but still i do nt tell lies everytime..
cos i hate liars..!!
tis is frankly speaking..
but everybody make mistake so i hv 4gv those who has hurt mi..
jux hope it won't happened agn..
n i will always love dem..
for e things dey hv done i've tried to 4get it..
especially tt person who has always bs mi..
wt cn i do when tt person doesn't even noe tt her words n action always hurt mi..??
cn i say tt person..??
NO..
tt person cfm will say back mi derx..
cos once a person dun like e comment given by others tt person will say back..
i hv experience tis b4 a lot of time lerhx..