Neither here nor dere

Neither here nor dere..
hv u eva hv tis kind of feeling..??
born to earth being unwanted..
noe ur mother throw u away once..
noe tt ur sis doesn't treat u as their sis..
neither e eldest nor e youngest..
-ABANDON-
a total failure in frenship..
dunno how to treat frens properly..
hv so many frens also no use..
only noe ppl's mistake..
eva thgt of urs..??
-complaining..anger..selfishness..jealousness..hatred..-
-NEITHER HERE NOR DERE-

how long do she hv to live wif sorrow..??
her heart is aching..
she is crying inside..
she couldn't cry out loud..
e pain is excruciating..
dere is no more tears..
she feel like giving up..

-NT E WORSE-
a story from a bk..??

today is e most tiring day..
tml having 3 test..
geo..bio..chem..
so many to study..
but still hv to take e test..
it's nt tt we cn say dun take e test jiu dun take derx..
students life is to study n find a gd career..
so tt to enjoy ur life when u r retire..
we hv no choice..
everybody has to b contented wif their life..
blame who also no use..
ur life is ur life..
nt other ppl's life..
deres is always lots of ups n downs in ur life..
jux hv live ur life wif happiness..
treasure ur life..
dun end it when u r nt suppose to..
God will noe when's e time..
ppl dun treasure u..
u treasure dem..
dun seek for revenge..
always noe wt's right n wt's wrong..