Here's a story of a girl,

Living in the lonely world,

A hidden note, A secret crush,

A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,

And when you smile I check you out,

But you don't even know my name,

You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,

If you lose your way,

I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,

If I change my clothes,

Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,

If I say hello,

Will you notice me?

Tired; so tired

ytd's grp photo..

today woke up quite late..

thx to Joanna if nt i think i will wake up v late..

i didn't really study today..

stay at hm once in e blue moon is v gd..

cn save money n also relax myself..

but today Huan borroweed money from mi agn..

everytime like tis..

dunno when will she start to think lohx..

didn't go sch den nt working..

haix..

41 more days till 'o' lvl exam..

tis holi left 2 days jiu start prelim agn..

i felt tt i didn't study anything like tt..

too relax alr..

tis yr has pass by so fast..

i can't wait to leave tis sch..

but will definitely miss my frens..

走火入魔-阿信 & 叮当

True Friend-Hannah Montana

Happy 17th bdae, Gek Tiang..!!

Happy 17th bdae, Gek Tiang..!!

Hahax..

i laugh until like tis..

Mirabell, Gek Tiang, Ken, Yi Yang

Ahrx..!!

hahax..

Tiang, Mi, Bell

My sista in christ

I'm starting e game

My dearest Shi Ting..

Where to go next..??

Still gt time to take pics..??

Tiang is rushing for time liao lahx..

hahax..

Linus & Chong Chong..

Hunny is peeking..

C my powerful team over dere..

hahax..

Listen up..!!

e coach is teaching us..

"zhu jiao" for e day..

ahrx..!!

Ting Ting pull another Ting Ting's head..

hahax..

a funny grp pic..

hunny r u crying..??

hahax..

Hey everybody..

look here leix..

v stubborn lehx..

dun wanna look over to e cam..

Bell being e outcast..

hahax..

Ai yohx..

wt happened..??

Kenny, Mi, Tiang, Hunny & e extra Bell..

Ken look here lehx..

Heart pain..

Muackx..

kisses from Ting to Xiu..

My besties..!!

Kenny n mi..

We will go thgh e darkest path no matter wt..

Kena shot by paparazzi..

Today is so fun..

we enjoy every moment..

Bell & I is e only "survival" to kept on playing volleyball..

others will jux cm n join or jux leave after a while..

hope cn play more volleyball..

shall nt type anymore..

i think e pics have tell it all..

Prob prob prob

Today a bit sian..

at 12++ pm go find fren at serangoon..

when i'm waiting for e bus i found out tt i 4gt to bring my ez-link card..

den i still hv to run back..

so tired..

reached dere den v blur..

nth in mind..

can't think of anything..

plan bdae plan until v sian..

everytime ppl's bdae nt bcos of money jiu bcos of place..

we ppl r like tis..

hahax..

but most imptly everybody muz enjoy..

but in e end we gv a lot of idea..

but still stick to sentosa..

Nurul cnt go cos fasting..

Xin Yi cnt go cos hv to attend relative's bdae..

haix..

tis few days mayb think too much liao..

gt a lot of things stuck in dere..

everybody is saying tt i think too much..

mayb should believe dem..

i think too much liao..

den make myself suffer only..

back to e planning..

hope everything will b successful..

hope it will nt rain if nt hv to change venue agn..

actually we should hv back-up plan..

in case really rain..

i think i hv to plan agn..

after tt we went to buy sth..

after awhile we go hm..

v bored lohx..

but in e end i go hm do chem hw worx..

v guai horx..??

hehex..

tml still gt sch in e afternoon..

after gg to Siew's hse to study a/c..

dun feel like gg..

but cnt..

hv to study..

'o' lvl is coming..!!

hope to get out of tis sch asap..

it's so boring staying in tis sch..

shall nt say anymore..

A gd place to vent my anger

Today actually dun feel like gg to sch..

but bo bian..

my fren persuade mi until i cnt stand it..

hahax..

in e end i go sch also didn't learn anything..

still go dere waste my time..

n also..

i'm nt an ahrx lian..

so cn u'll pls dun call mi tt..

i dun like it..

i'm pure n innocent ok..

pls dun criticize on wt ppl wear..

it's their freedom to choose wt dey wanna wear..

it's nt ur business to tell mi wt to wear..

reflect on ur own taste 1st den say..

ppl didn't say it is alr v gd lerhx..

so dun make mi angry n say tt to u..

nw is which century liao..??

M.Y.O.B...!!

i really cnt take it..!!

ok..

enough..

Today study wif Ting Jenny n Kenny at serangoon central..

Kenny last min den cm..

sian lohx..

today kena asked by e mac staff to leave e place..

cnt study but cn relax n chat..

funny sia..

in e end we waste our time sitting dere..

make mi no mood to study anymore..

actually v enthu derx lohx..

after tt we go to eat soya beancurd..

i eat a special one..

inside gt "tang yuan"..

v tasty sia..

e food dere v delicious but gt noise pollution..

Jenny tis few days stomach gt prob..

she didn't eat anything until nite time..

hahax..

in e end we went back to mac n sit outside wait for Kenny to come..

after tt e sicko Jenny go observe whether e passerby will step onto e dog shit left at e pavement or nt..

hahax..

today hv a hard time to settle Tiang's bdae celebration..

tis yr's bdae celebration is so troublesome..

plan until i dun eva feel like celebrating bdae alr..

kkz..back dere..

after tt we go hv our dinner..

eat until v full lerhx we go play..

hahax..

play until like mad..

Kenny still video us..

make mi ps..

but e video v funny..

den when we hv enough of playing we went to a void deck n slack..

slack awhile only v hot so decided to go hm..

hahax..

bye readers..!!

MUACKX..!!

^,^

Music Video

Too little too late-JoJo

Seasons of love-RENT

qi shi hen ai ni-Angela Zhang shao han

Ru guo de shi-Fan Wei Qi & Zhang Shao Han

Nightmare..!!

Ahhrx..!!

wt is tis..?!?!

all over my body..

it's so disgusting..

izzit rashes..??

an allergy..??

it's so itchy..

n i'm nt allowed to scratch it..

stupid thing get off from mi..!!

sob sob..

wanna cry lerhx lahx..

tml still gt prelim..

agn is geo tt i'm nt studying..

every nite is a suffering nite..

very tired liao lerhx..

e days in sch r getting scarier n scarier..

ohhx my tian..

@.@

My Father My Hero

hahax..

today no preaching only hv a v long testimonial..

today's verse was Malachi 4:4-6

"Remember the law of my servant Moses, for the decrees and laws I gave him at Horeb for all Israel. See , I will send you the prophet Elijah before that great and dreadful day of the Lord comes. He will turn the hearts of the fathers to their children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers..."

it repeated itself agn in Luke 1:17

"And he will go on before the Lord, in the spirit and power of Elijah, so turn the hearts of the fathers to their children and the disobedient to the wisdom of the righteous-to make ready a people prepared for the Lord."

y God wanna repeat Himself twice..??

dere is a reason in it..

but i dunno hoe too explain it..

hahax..

tml having prelim exams..!!

woohoo..

let us end tis yr faster..

tis yr is such a .....

haix..

hv to study lerhx..!!

i hv to conquer 'o' lvl man..

True love was hidden

As I sat there in English class,

I stared at the girl next to me.She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it.

After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I know why.

11th Grade...

The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart.

She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa,

I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a

Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy.And I don't know why.

12th Grade...

The day before prom she walked to my locker. 'My date is sick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well,

I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did.

Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her.

I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Graduation Day...

A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

A Few Years Later...

Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!' and kissed me on the cheek.I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral...

Years pass and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend.' At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that

I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me...i wish I did too...I thought to myself, and I cried.

A real boyfriend will do all this

-When she stares at your mouth

[Kiss her]

-When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks she’s stronger than you

[Grab her and don’t let go]

-When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff

[Kiss her and tell her you love her]

-When she's quiet

[Ask her what’s wrong]

-When she ignores you

[Give her your attention]

-When she pulls away

[Pull her back]

-When you see her at her worst

[Tell her she's beautiful]

-When you see her start crying

[Just hold her and don’t say a word]

-When you see her walking

[Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]

-When she's scared

[Protect her]

-When she steals your favorite hat

[Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

-When she doesn't answer for a long time

[Reassure her that everything is okay]

-When she looks at you with doubt

[Back yourself up]

-When she says that she likes you

[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD UNDERSTAND!!!]

-When she bumps into you;

[Bump into her back and make her laugh]

-When she tells you a secret

[Keep it safe and untold]

-When she looks at you in your eyes

[Don’t look away until she does]

-When she says it's over

[She still wants you to be hers]

-When she reposts this bulletin

[She wants you to read it]

 - Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

 - When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

 - When she says she's ok don’t believe it, talk with her

 - Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

 - Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

 - Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

 - Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

 - Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

 - Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

 - When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

 - Let her know she's important.

 - Kiss her in the pouring rain