Sunday, June 22, 2008

如果的事

我想过一件事不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我不敢去证实爱你两个字

不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我
如果的事

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Stress or dunno how to manage time..??

Stress n dunno how to manage time is 2 different things..
we ppl often thgt tt we r v stress..
but actually once u noe how to manage time urself..
u won't find it stress when u still hv lots of things waiting to b done..
i myself dunno how to manage time..
i didn't study during tis june holi..
n 1 more day jiu sch reopen lerhx..
nw den feel e stress..
i felt so guilty n scared..
many ppl jiu shi slack lerhx den didn't get into their desire path..
so nw wt i cn do is to plan a personal timetable n follow it honestly..
i hope it cn success..
hahax..
cos i nv follow my personal timetable b4..
soon i'm gg to b 17 yrs old lerhx..
11 days to my bdae..
15 days to my chalet..
y i can't feel anxious n excited for my chalet derx..??
haix yohx..
bdae tt day is on wed..
still gt sch..
some more e sch mayb ends v late..
so sian..
tt day mayb no cake to eat..
sob sob..
but nvm..
tt day won't eat i think still gt time to eat derx..
hahax..
each yr dunno cn eat how many cake ahrx..
so many ppl's bdae..
today i heard a lame joke..
e joke is tis..:
which shampoo company is e wealthiest..??
hahax..
i couldn't guess wt's e shampoo name..
my mine was like blank..
den i gv up..
noe e ans..??
hahax..
e ans is LUX..
noe y..??
hahax..
cos e name is: LUX super rich..!!
lame right..??
today study whole day luckily gt sth for mi to relieve stress..
i today v guai stayed at hm n do hw..
didn't use com ohhx..
but v sad..
cos miss Xiu's cooking..
she today cook asked us to go..
but my mother cook a lot..
hv to eat at hm..
so didn't get to eat Xiu's cooking..
she next time cfm will b a gd wife lohx..
noe how to do a lot of things..
cook do hse work all tis..
hehex..

Friday, June 20, 2008

Recuperating in progress

I use 5 days to recover..
but i didn't recover fully..
a broken heart will nv eva recover fully..
how to recover when ur heart is being broken into pieces for so many thousands times..??
even if it cn..
dere will still b little little holes in it..
i may hv hurt ppl's heart b4..
i will feel guilty..
n i will try nt to repeat my mistakes..
i felt tt dere's a curse in celebrating bdaes..
y do we always bcm like tis when we r planning..??
we do nt wanna co-operate wif each other..
is money tt impt den frens..??
if it is den i hv nth to say liao..
y does lies exist..??
y do ppl love their loved ones so much n yet dey could lie to dem..??
wt is trust all abt..??does lying make u feel gd..??
ppl may tell lies..
even smt i do..
but only to those tt is nt my frens n those whom i do nt love..
but still i do nt tell lies everytime..
cos i hate liars..!!
tis is frankly speaking..
but everybody make mistake so i hv 4gv those who has hurt mi..
jux hope it won't happened agn..
n i will always love dem..
for e things dey hv done i've tried to 4get it..
especially tt person who has always bs mi..
wt cn i do when tt person doesn't even noe tt her words n action always hurt mi..??
cn i say tt person..??
NO..
tt person cfm will say back mi derx..
cos once a person dun like e comment given by others tt person will say back..
i hv experience tis b4 a lot of time lerhx..

Sunday, June 15, 2008

What a day..

I'm so tired today..
dun hv much energy lerhx..
hv no mood for days..
but still hv to b happy..
Tis few days Xin Yi also v sad..
haix..
she wan mi acc her..
but nobody acc mi..
i'm so scared..
scared i will lose my mood agn..
so sian..
everytime sch reopen dun hv gd things derx..
y..??
i dun think i think too much lohx..
everytime like tis..
den i everytime think too much mehx..??
haix..
my bdae left 17 days..
should b v happy derx..
but cn i..??
opening a chalet at 6th n 7th july..!!
i wanna hv fun on tt 2 day..
most imptly i hope i cn hv a v v v v memoriable day..
but 2nd july gt sch..
so sad..
hahax..
den dunno sch ends at wt time..
hope tt it will nt end at 4.30pm..
if nt tt will b my worst bdae present..
hahax..

Friday, June 13, 2008

Fri 13th is nt a bad day..

Love singing for life..
Ahrx la mak..!! I look so old in tis pic..

Our stuff

Xin Yi..u v serious sia..
hahax..
Mi..!!

Peacie..
Ahrx..!! dun wanna listen.. (looks like i'm smilling..)

guess which bottle is whose..

Yeahx..!!
lychee n green tea..

Our HEART shadow..

dunno wt to write

Diamond shape

Heart shape

e peace sign nt belong to my hand derx horx..
hahax..

Peace 4eva..??

my sweet gt so nan eat mehx..??

Full length derx

funny pose

Kena beat by each other

hehex..
:P

:)
mi n u agn..
Thgt today was a fun day..
having fun wif Xin Yi in e Kbox..
but in e end i gt mood swing..
was hurt badly..
nt by Xin Yi but by other ppl..
haix..
e feeling is so tong ku lohx..
i bet nobody noes wt's e feeling..
haix..
i also dunno how to say..
y can't i hv a gd frenship wif dem..
i jux wanna trust tt person..
n i jux wanna treat tt person really gd..
but y jux __ unds mi..??
if i dun unds dem jiu suan lerhx..
haix..

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Boredness is overpowering mi..

I'm extremely v v v bored..!!
Ting n Xiu went out wif their AC frens..
Hunny Bell n Siew having camp at Bell's church..
they having fun sia..
so envy..
Xin Yi cnt cm out cos no $$$ liao..
bored bored bored bored..
at hm nth to do.. cnt do hw..
cos construction is taking progress at my hse area here..
everyday slp until 10 jiu gt noise..
so noisy lohx..cnt let mi slp longer..
den i so bored..
but luckily at nite Yu Da use voice clip to entertain mi..
den in e end v weird..
cos dun sound like him..
den he send mi another voice clip..
v obvious is Linus voice..
hahax..
so i noe is nt Yu Da..
is Linus n LCX..
dey trick mi..
hahax..
but at least dey entertain mi..
thx..hehex..

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Cold jokes for free..!!

Signboard Outside A Prostitute's House:
Married MEN Not Allowed.
We Serve The Needy, Not The Greedy...
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Lady: Is this my train?
Station Master: No, it belongs to the Railway Company.
Lady: Don't try to be funny. I mean to ask if I can take this train to New Delhi.
Station Master: No Madam, I'm afraid it's too heavy.
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A drunkard was brought to court.
Just before the trial there was a commotion in the gallery.
The judge pounded the gravel on his table and shouted, "Order, order."
The drunkard immediately responded, "Thank you, your honor, I'll have a scotch and soda."
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Man Quits Smoking Because Of Will Power.
He Quits Drinking Because Of Will Power.
But He Quits Womanizing Because He Has The Will But No Power.
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Customer: Waiter, do you serve crabs?
Waiter: Please sit down sir, we serve everyone.
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Customer: Waiter, is this a lamb chop or pork chop?
Waiter: Can't you tell the difference by taste?
Customer: No, I can't.
Waiter: Then does it really matter?
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Little Susie came running into the house after school one day, shouting, "Daddy! Daddy! I got a 100 in school today!"
"That's great, Sweetheart," said her daddy.
"Come in to the living room and tell me about it."
"Well," began the confession, "I got 50 in spelling, 30 in math's and 20 in science.
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Customer: Waiter, there's a dead beetle in my soup.
Waiter: Yes sir, they are not very good swimmers.
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Customer: Waiter, there's a fly in my soup.
Waiter: That's all right sir, he won't drink much.
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Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg.
Customer Don't tell me your problems. Give the menu card.
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Customer: Waiter, there's a fly swimming in my soup.
Waiter: So what do you expect me to do, call a lifeguard?
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Customer: Waiter, what's the meaning of this fly in my tea up?
Waiter: I wouldn't know sir, I'm a waiter, not a fortune teller.
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1st thief: Oh! The police are here. Quick! Jump out of the window!
2nd thief: But this is the 13th floor.
1st thief: Hurry! This is no time for superstitions.
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Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me.
Man:How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when I was born.
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Customer: Waiter, this soup tastes funny.
Waiter: Funny? But then why aren't you laughing?
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Teacher: Peter, why are you late for school again?
Peter: Well, Miss, I dreamed that I was playing football and the game went into extra time.
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An absent-minded man went to see a psychiatrist.
'My trouble is,' he said, 'that I keep forgetting things.'
'How long has this been going on?' asked the psychiatrist.
‘How long has what been going on?' said the man.
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Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear.
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love.
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Wife: Do you want dinner?
Husband: Sure, what are my choices?
Wife: Yes and no.
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Customer: If I post this letter tonight, will it get to Delhi in two days time?
Post Master: Yes sir, it definitely will.
Customer: I bet you, it won't.
Post Master: Why not?
Customer: It's addressed to Mumbai.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Undescibable Feelings

Today thgt of studying..
but failed agn..
couldn't study wif all e noise..n also a bit lazy..
e construction workers have a early day..
n my 2 younger sis is so annoying..
kept on asking mi qns..
ytd nite i dreamt tt my mother pass away..
den she still go to church b4 gg to heaven..
when she wanna go to heaven..
she still called mi n tell mi gd bye..
i cried:"mummy dun wan..mummy dun go..pls dun go.."
i cried n cried until i woke up still crying.
my pillow was all wet..
yucks..!!hahax..
it was damn scary..
nw i finally experienced how is e feeling when u lost ur love ones..
e feelings is undescribable n bitter..
so i hope it's too late to treasure each n everyone..

Friday, June 6, 2008

Jux mi n u..!!

Let mi introduce.. tis is Xin Yi my sis n mi..!!
wat happened to my face man..?? hahax..
Normal pose
~peace~
E colour changes
Blehx
Peace n blehx..hehex..
Piggies
Siao Zha Bo
2 of us like kena beat like tt
mi mi lian
blur sotong
tasty..yummy..!!
rabbit teeth
[we r nt humiliating anybody]
connected..??
saw e sweet in our mouth..??



purple teeth n yellow teeth..hehex..

Although today only e 2 of us..

we still enjoy our day..

hope cn hv more of these days wif all my frens..

hehex..:P

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Love hurts..??

It will nt hurt too much if i leave..
I thgt i could avoid u n dun think of u..
avoid those places tt will hv u..
try to hate u so to nt love u..
learning how to 4get is a tough thing to do..
memories r being put on e shelf..
e more i felt touched by u
e more lonely i feel..
i dunno y but it's jux a feeling..
everybody will experienced bitterness..
but diff. ppl experience diff. kind of bitterness..
when e tears started to dropped down by itself..
i found out tt actually i love u v much..
n i can't 4get u..
love u does nt nd reason..
jux love..
everyday i yearn for ur love..
but wat i could do is to jux love u secretly..
i could only hide my feelings for u..
cos i do nt hv e courage to tell u how much i love u..
nth's gonna change my love for u..
Sm of e words is extracted from e song:"qi shi hen ai ni"
*notes:i wrote all tis for fun..dun think i like anybody..hehex..