Saw Xin Yi

Today I was quite not myself..

a bit not myself..

suddenly so high today..

mayb it's bcos I have finally finished my eng exam with satisfaction..

anyway my malay lesson will b held starting from next week onwards..

it's like adding on to all my stress..

I wonder how all my senior can cope..

& today I saw XIN YI..!!

yes XIN YI..

I saw her boarding e same bus as mi but I avoided her..

y mux I avoid her..??

she is e one who wanna avoid us one..

I mux b too scared to face her..

some more she might pretend she doesn't noe mi if I call her..

it's quite a sad thing..

jux straight after O level she didn't contact with anyone..

even her 2 v. best fren..

Nurul & mi..

jux bcos of that matter she doesn't wanna talk to mi..

pls it's my freedom to do what I want ok..??

nvm it's e past..

let bygones b bygones..

anyway I have so many great frens around mi..

losing a fren who doesn't care much abt MY HAPPINESS is not a prob to mi..

[Still having a v. bad headache..]