STRESS!!

Yes..!!Stress is the word..

This few days I'm so stress up..

I can't even slp peacefully..

When it's night time I'm very fearful of going to slp..

cos tml morning wake up e same thing to go through agn..

now left 7 more days..

how am I goin to survive in e ward..??

today when I'm serving medication..I was so stress..

some more e staff like not happy with mi but then she is still willing to teach mi..

I really cnt take it anymore..!!

I've alr left Ms Bella Tan a msg..

hope she call mi asap..!!

I really dread going to attachment..!!

how I hope this week is going to be my last week..

Today Susan really stress mi a lot..

she expect mi to know every single thing that we learn..

thank God that she is better than e Aishah..

she dun mind if she dun assess us when we r performing a procedure..

just have e staff can alr..

but Aishah wants to c us do..

all e lecturers that is with mi for e clinical attachment all said that if I'm not happy in doing then might as well get out..

they really said that, "get out"..

well 1st attachment I've alr cried now I almost cried..

what if next wk I really cnt tahan..??

God pls pls help mi..!!

I need e power of e blood of Jesus Christ to strengthen mi for at least this last 7 days..

today a pt nearly FALL DOWN in front of mi..!!

I was so shocked & scared..

she refused to listen to mi..

asked her to sit down & wait for mi dun wanna listen..

but then thank God that she didn't fell down..

if not I'm gonna get it..

some more tml she is going to be discharge..