Goodbye till we see again

A new year has begun and there will be new students too. I miss my K2 children a lot. How I wish I could be able to contact them. Have to say bye to them, my first batch of students. Got to prepare myself for this year. It will be an exciting and busy year. Hope I won't neglect God. Jesus may You always be on my mind so that I will always depend on You.

I miss my K2 children!:(

Finally my K2 officially graduate from TOUCH childcare. I miss them so much. But it's somehow a relief too. Looking after one or two of them is fine, but when it comes to the whole bunch of them, I cannot take it. It's a tough year but I made it! Next year will be a whole new year with the same working partners and coping with my studies. I have so much to thank the Lord with. He brought 3 people to bless me abundantly and also show me His grace and mercy. There is no words to describe how marvelous He is. I'm got to work extra hard for next year.

Still staying in K2

I will continue to stay in K2!! In fact, every teacher will be staying at the same class. Well I'm somehow disappointed, happy & stress about next yr when I know I will b in k2. Disappointed because I thought I could be in T class(where all the cute children are). Stress because I will still be working closely with the manager. Happy because next yr k1 will be much easily to handle & many other reasons. But I'm also not happy to be working with the same person.

Even though the manager said that I did a great job and she wants me to continue to help her. I'm very happy to hear that but after all, even if the class is easy to handle, there are so many things to do. Spelling, numerous outing, preparation of art is another thing, GRADUATION!! Next year graduation will be at TC which is the grand one. How am I going to handle without You, Lord?!

3 dreams same guy

I had 3 dreams. In this 3 dreams, there is this guy who kept appearing on my dream. I don't know why was he there. There isn't anything in specific. I don't know what God is trying to tell me. I don't meet any particular guy after the dream. God didn't tell me to reach out to who or telling me that he is my perfect half. The dream just came and go like that. But isn't it mysterious that in 3 dreams, all of them consists of that same guy? Other part of me is trying to tell me negative things about it but I choose to not believe. Because every time before I sleep, I will pray to God to ask Him to give me dreams that only He want to show me and to take away all other negative dreams. So well. I just have to wait for God's answer after praying.

Busy bee

It's been so long since I last update my post. These 2 weeks was a very very busy week. Everyday was like running out of time. Even have to bring books back to mark! Can you imagine what it would be if you really are a Teacher? I don't know how am I going to cope when I'm going to study and work at the same time. God bless me! HAHA! Actually I have lots of things to say but I am not in the mood of typing all out. Really lots of things. Well, talk to the Holy Spirit and let it be a part of my memory. Got to retire to bed.


Going to find one day and have a good update of my recent stuff. Graduation is done and PTC will be over after tomorrow. Now what we do is outing and outing. Waiting for my k2 camp with my children. Hope it will be a wonderful event. Now left with 26 days with my k2 children. Have both feelings of relief and sad. Going to miss them after they go to primary school.

Learning to submit everything to God.

Lost of money is a material thing. But it's disappointing when you know that you didn't lost it. This week, the class teacher came and told me that one of the child's money was being given to me from the parent. The money was for the Vitagen. I remembered the father passed it to me. I put it in my pocket and later on passed it to the teacher. But she said she don't remember that I gave it to her. The money was with the form in a zip-lock bag! How can the form is there and the money is no where in sight?! I searched high and low, but still can't locate the money. I didn't put it in the cupboard or in the drawer anymore. Ever since they told me not to do so. What more I didn't touch any of the Vitagen's money. I only touched the field trips money as I need to handle it before the class teacher comes back from her holiday. I guessed that she wants to order for her daughter but forgot to put in money and thought that she put it in already. But I don't dare to say, she would have said no and what evidence do I have to say that? The more I think and said about it, the more I believe that I have already passed it to her. But the money is no where to be found!! Jesus, helped me to be free from this burden.


I don't know whether can I trust this person or not because there was one time when I put one of the child's money in the cupboard and she took it away without telling me until I asked of it. Could she be doing it to scare me? I have too many doubts about this teacher but I have no evidence and I can't just say that when I have some problem with her in trusting her. She is a person who always like to say about others in front of the supervisor and the manager. I don't like her but I have to love her as what God said, love your enemies as yourself.


Well, like what Pastor Pui Leng said, I have to submit to God and let Him be my avenger for the misunderstanding and everything. I felt cheated and wronged but I believe God is always there for me. Thank God it's only $13 and not the school fees! If not half of my 1 month salary will be gone just like that. Everything happens because God let it happened. He want me to learn something from it and be strong. Anyway it's over, I have paid the price and learnt a lesson from it. I need to think of something to be careful with money from the children. The parents might not be able to trust me even though they still look at me with a cheerful smile. BUT I will not let it knock me down. I will run the race till I see You face, Jesus! I will do whatever You want me to do on earth as an extreme disciple before I go back home.


There is a verse from Pastor Pui Leng, "Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death." (2 Corinthians 7:10)


"Let the past be your teacher." ~ Pastor Brad

Feel like going to the beach now.

It's been a while since I last updated. There has been so many things that are happening and had happened. I didn't post because I don't want to use the laptop for too long, so skip blogging. Anyway I went to Muar and decided we as a cell should go as an annual thing. It was good to be in the presence of the Lord not thinking of work.


Now I'm attending SOL 1-foundation, today's lesson talked about repentance and faith. Sin to God is like when you drop your toothbrush in the toilet and it touches a bit of shit, you won't go and take it to wash and sanitize it, but you will throw it away. If you don't have faith, it is sin! We are asked to repent to God about our sins that we doesn't want to let go. That we always give excuses about. I repented of my short-temper and anger. And today, my sister hit me 3 times but I still hold on and calmed myself down without returning the blows. Even though I was hurt and disappointed, I was really thankful of God that I didn't hit back which I usually will do. It's a good thing that I know God.


Whenever I'm feeling down, stress, hurt, disappointed or sad, I have a sudden feeling of wanting to go to the beach. I like it there. If I can't go, I will visualize I'm there at a specific place. I just like to look at the sky and relax myself. Well, I'm actually having a fever and I'm not feeling good. My mum is on her way to the hospital to see the doctor. Hope that everything will be fine with God's grace. I pray that my mum will not stay in the hospital which she thinks she will. I reject that in the name of Jesus!

Without God I can't survive

Last Friday went to Muar and it was fantastic. I had a great experience and I felt closer to God. I hope that our cell group will have it as a annual thing. That will be great. After a closer walk with God, I am not that fearful of the worldly stuff. Hallelujah!:)


Today I have a heavy heart. Actually I think it's after I heard what the admin staff said. I asked her about my studies and she said they postponed it to next year April. I was a bit shocked and disappointed. They didn't tell me that they have decided for me. Although I said it doesn't matter when but I thought their final plan was to enroll me in October? I thought I could finally settle down but I still have to wait till next year. Lord, is this Your plan? If it is, please show it to me clearly. I'm mentally tired working there. There is so much stress that sometimes I really felt like giving up. Lord, give me the strength to carry on. Help me to fulfill Your plan in this place. I love You, Jesus:)


I went to volunteer at HCA Hospice care for I think about 2 to 3 hours. Didn't really do anything. Just went to fetch those elderly. I don't know what to talk to them. If they are children, I will have be able to do something for them.

Extreme discipleship - A matter of life and death

Sermon title: Extreme discipleship - A matter of life and death

Key scripture: Philippians 1:21

Preacher: Apostle Lawrence Khong

Luke 9:23

Luke 14:33

"For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain." (Philippians 1:21)

John 12:24-25

Die to ourselves so that Christ can live in us.

3 important truth if you are a Christian:

1) You've already died

Galatians 5:24

Colossians 3:3

Romans 6:4

2) God calls us to die daily

Romans 6:11

Colossians 3:3 & 5

It doesn't matter who hurt you/who abandon you, die to it! Nail it to the cross!

If you don't die, you will die.

If you die, you will live.

3) You are to share in the suffering of Christ.

Philippians 1:29

Philippians 3:10-11

The best way to a wasteful life is to run away from Christ.

John 15:16 & 18-20

2 Corinthians 4:16-17

2 Corinthians 1:8-9

2 Timothy 3:12

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

Acts 4:29-31

Hebrews 11:32-40

Hebrews 12:1-4

Staff day!:)

Staff day was fun and interesting but was too tired. First we walked one big round from Kallang mrt station to kallang water sport centre. Second, we went dragon boating for I think about 2 hours! It was very very tiring! Third, went I was queuing up for changing up, the bus came when it was my turn! So I have no choice but to go and board the bus. Fourth, we have some activities at BB HQ. Which I'm not going to type out. My hands are too tired to continue. So ciaos!:)